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04. - Child Support (15.08.2008)

My little sister is getting bullied by the other kids in school, and the teachers aren't doing anything about it. It’s about her not wearing the right clothes. They would probably SHUT UP if they knew what we we’re going through. She comes home drunk every night now. Mom spends all our money on numbing her own pain. I’m the only one left to take care of Violet. I don’t want to.

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You're fucking others
while dad's paying for it
I try my best to forget
But I'm reminded by the stench
wearing the same clothes
third week in a row now
I haven't seen our money for years
you truly taught me all I know
never trust anyone, truly know that we're all alone
It might be wrong and the reason I'm rotting
I know I'm god, I'm satan I'm nothing

what I am is not what I would have wished for and
everything I've done has been for nothing
so see me for what I am
what I became and I have tried
I have wanted and struggled

take me back to the days before it all began
before he screwed you and left you for that stupid cunt
was she worth it? or just another thoughtless impulse?

"I forgive you"
do you forgive me?

I'm drawing short straws by the hour
trapped in a small dark room with no way out
I've got it up to my neck and now I can't breathe
I think I'm ready just take me back

what you see is just my fake reality, my kind of self control. thinking that it would help that i could be better, and i have prayed, i have wanted and struggled

"I forgive you"
do you forgive me?

take me back to the days before it all begun
before he screwed you and left us for that stupid cunt
was she worth it or just another thoughtless impulse?

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from Shades Of Black Won't Bring Her Back, released October 10, 2015
Composed by: Vebjørn Iversen
Lyrics by: Jakob Skogli, Simen Kjeksrud and Vebjørn Iversen
Mixed, mastered and reamped by: Buster Odeholm at "Fatal Studios"

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ATENA Oslo, Norway

NORWEGIAN METALCORE

Atena have pushed through to become the forefronters of norwegian metalcore as well as proving there’s more than black metal that roams in the country by extensive touring through Europe.

With a deep inspiration from hip hop, classical composers and love for heavy music the band entwine these elements together with lyrics of darker episodes that occurs through life.
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